No matter what I do our where I am it will forever cloud my thoughts and blur my mind. How someone can be one person one day and turn into a complete stranger the next. How they could spend a year being so close and obsessing on a person, monitoring their phone calls and text messages, following them, showing up to see them, take them to meet family, constantly in touch, saying their connected, making sure they eat, worrying if they are warm enough, etc. Telling them they are the only thing good in their lives. When seeing them their face would light up and they would seem to walk in the air. Asking their opinion on anything and everything. And then in a day it all changes and they set out to turn that person's life into a nightmare. Creating a Bullshit story and going out of their way to cause pain and problems that have no reason to be. Inventing crap that isn't so. Calling them after surgery to come visit and then telling others they stalked them there. Calling them to a mall to get Disney memorabilia and showing them a special video and then claiming they didn't. How do you feel with it? It doesn't happen. They must be sick on the head. It makes no sense and they further the lie every chance that they get. So the only thing left is to hate them because it's the only thing you can feel. And that hatred hurts both just the same. But it's not what is wanted, or needed. Just all that's left now. And it just drains all your strength instead of giving energy to rise up. So thanx for it all. But no thanx. Not me.
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