I have too be honest and say what I really think. I feel she is one of the biggest piles of low life shit I've ever encountered in my life. She's a worthless slut with no morals and she avoids the truth at all costs. She will lie and deny it even when she's caught red handed. She cares about no body and has no ethics. She is the epitome of evil. She is 2 faced and displays multiple personalities. There is no substance only image. She'll turn on you in a second. She'll break every promise and her word means nothing. It means nothing to her about your feelings. She will make an excuse for everything to justify all she does. She'll lie and never come clean. She is the scum of the earth. And she will never change. She will die that way because she knows no other.
Thursday, March 26, 2015
There is no other way to look at it but she is s such a total piece of shit that has screwed me over so bad that I won't be happy until she suffers a huge personal loss. I don't care what out is but it has to be major in order to satisfy my need for vengeance. I don't care how many times I've prayed for this anger to be taken from me but it returns soon and I know it won't stay away until I know she has suffered a great loss. I know she should be locked up in a mental institution where she can't cause anyone harm. She is a fucking nut case and she doesn't care what kind of damage she inflicts. And I think her family knows how dangerous she is but they don't reel her in. They just sit back and watch. It's sad. And it needs to be stopped. Now...
I just ran a criminabackground check on someone who sure has me tangled up in the legal system. What a worthless piece of shit. Theft, drugs, complicity, dui, petty theft, and on and on. And some not that long ago. She wanted me to believe that was in her long ago past. She didn't relapse. She never quit. I'm sorry but she's just doing the as always. And she'll drag anyone down to save her ass. I feel sorry for her. Really I do. But she must be stopped. And she will be...
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
I know I lost something that I'd felt was so great. I know I felt she was my best friend for a while. But I was too trusting in all that she said. Her actions didn't live up to anything she said. With her it was all talk and just an image portrayed. There never was any substance and never did she try to make me feel secure in any way. She would lie about anything and not blink an eye. I can't believe I let her twist me around her finger when I should have snapped it off and shoved the nub up her ass. But she would have liked that. She was so phoney but I didn't want to see that. Its time to put it right and bring her down until it hurts. She should be in jail and she knows it. And if there is a God she will be and it should happen because I believe there is.
Tuesday, March 24, 2015
There was no reason for the way she ended things. Not one exude can explain why she chose to kill it like she did. It has left me so bitter and full of anger that just eats me up inside. Gotta have some serious moments issues to pull off such a stunt. Gotta have some serious issues playing their part.
Monday, March 23, 2015
How can she be so cold and uncaring after spending a year trying to keep me close and dominating my entire life? It makes no sense. No attempt to talk to me. No concern as to how I'm doing. Only hatred and contempt. You sure had me fooled. I would never have believed it. And I just want to let it go but all the questions haunt me and no answers prevents me from letting go. I never thought you'd turn on me. But you fix.