I just don't get I it...

I was crushed by the ways she brought about our complete and total demise. That it would end in a hate war. That she could exude such passion towards me when we would be close and then spray toxic poison that would kill all love and dash hope. With a kind heart and a smidgen of concern it could have been that epic romance that quietly slips away from the limelight and leaves us both with fond memories and a bond between our hearts that would last for eternity.