It's Just Evil...

I am forever reminded that the things she did and continues to do are just plain evil. Her marriage is a sham that she claims is a "paper only" marriage and that she got married to make it look like she had a stable home to get custody of her grandson. And that she married him "so her daughter wouldn't win" and her jealousy of her daughter is so obvious when they are together.

And she has no respect for anyone yet thinks she should be respected above all others. But everything she does makes respecting her impossible. She demands to be the center of attention while putting everyone down as unworthy of hers. She wants to be the big shot who can do whatever she wants and with impunity.

She doesn't hesitate to tell a total lie and do it as she claims to have decided to follow Jesus. And goes to church and feels no shame for the lifestyle she leads completely opposite to what Jesus taught. Thinks she is morally superior to anyone and everyone and looks down her nose at the world as if she has been successful at life when, in fact, she had used everyone to get where she is. And where she is is still a long way from the top of anything. Not to mention she had to look over her shoulder constantly and worry about the consequences of her actions catching up to her.

I am so angry that she had so far gotten away with what she did to me that I'm ready to go postal at times. She needs to be held accountable for her lies and foul actions and loose everything. And have everyone turn their backs on her like she has done to anyone who tried to help her. Find herself all alone with nothing and see if she can climb out of her mess. As she ages and can't just rely on laying on her back to get by. Make up can only soften the ugliness she exudes.

She's nothing but a parasite and her lies become apparent soon. And when she loses her meal ticket she'll have to support herself. And that won't be easy on disability. After she realizes that the world sees her much different than she thinks and that there is nobody left to lie to I'm thinking it will be too late and she'll just have to rot away behind a dumpster. How fitting that would be...