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Thursday, February 13, 2014

Another day closer to the end...

February 13, 2014


Another Day Away From The Beginning...


Each passing day moves me closer to where i'll be and farther from where it all started. But the grand way it felt can never be equaled and the memory of it will be forever cherished. I was lucky to have experienced a second time what mostly is a once-in-a-lifetime event. It made me feel young again, alive and omnipotent. My worries were no more. I was invincible. Nothing could stop me - nothing! And it would last a lifetime...

Everybody knows it doesn't. Everybody knows. And it didn't. It couldn't. It shouldn't. We wouldn't. But the cloud that surrounds you and fills everything in passion soon lifts gently up, up and away. All of the world looks different and vaguely familiar some how. Yet you now seem like a stranger coming in from the cold, in from "outside", into the place that is real or at least real in a dream.

As the cloud dissipates and the view becomes clear you see the people seem different. And the one you had fallen for acts like your flawed and broken and could never bring her happiness or fulfill all of her worldly needs. And you feel inferior and rejected, not worthy to approach her and never could you ever be the man of her dreams. So now you take with you the memory of the dream that came true. At least as true as the dream that you dream...

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